| jane says, "have you seen my wig around? i feel naked without it." |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
stealing this from becky (<3), hope ya'll enjoy and comment.
if you don't I'll kill you.
in your sleep.
BITCH....
Leave me an comment with the following:
_an insult
_a secret
_a criticism
_a crush
_a compliment
_a death threat
_a love note
_a song
_a picture
_anything else you want. |
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| we'll be rockin' till the sun goes down... |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:03 pm] |
| [ | sonny is: |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | tunes: |
| | "confused youth"--Anti-Flag | ] |
"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every daaaaaayyyyyy...."
the darkness is so much fun. <3.
Anyway...yeah. writing shindig for next week=cancelled. figures; now i have one more week to sulk in utter boredom. my dad keeps trying to get me to come to work with him....NOT HAPPENING BITCH.
Jake, you suck. I want aquabats!!! heh...oh well. you always back out of shows last minute anyway, so I wasn't expecting this time to be any different...
I'm getting all psyched for DASAC! Hopefully there will be more hot rocker/artsy-type boys there, so I can have a summer fling. that would be so hot. Ali, I miss you! Rose, I miss you! Tim...Timmy...C'Tim...whatever...I miss you! Weed, I miss you! Rachael, I miss you! EVERYBODY, I MISS YOU!
Yay! I've actually made friends on this thing. Hi Becky, hi Stephie! lol...I always felt super unloved when I would go look at other peoples journals and see posts like "OK, I'm gonna have to cut down my friends list from 8,000,000 to only 2,000,000 , since a lot of you guys haven't been commenting!" damn, bitch! I only have two friends, and I don't EVER get comments!
So, mom took me to B&N yesterday under the pretense that we were going to get my summer reading books, but I ended up leaving with summer reading plus three more..."Sister Slam," "Away Laughing on a Fast Camel," (#5 in the Confessions of Georgia Nicholson Series) and "The Slippery Slope" (#10 in A Series of Unfortunate Events). Glad to see "Gingerbread" was still prominenetly displayed at the front of the young adult section! That book rules.
On a similar note...mom's been being nicer recently. Like, cool-nice. She took me to see harry potter three...it was cool...and she's been like, randomly buying me stuff...either she's up to something, or she just feels like being nice...whatever.
that's all for now. Imma go eat a cookie. BYE! |
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| she's gonna break soon, gonna break soon, gonna break soon... |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|09:02 pm] |
| [ | sonny is: |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | tunes: |
| | Less Than Jake--"All My Best Friends are Metal Heads" | ] |
jeez, what is this? Like, did my parents mark a day in their calenders to simultaneously go INSANE?! or maybe I'm just lucky. This summer blows so far...
So yesterday, I'm watching tv and my mom sits down, whatever...and I say something about going to HVC. And then she gets all serious, and starts talking like she's trying her best to avoid saying something...so after like, 20 minutes of her beating around the bush, she finally gets to the point and says something along the lines of "well, you've had a really stressful year...and...well...if you don't want to...I mean, it's not too late...you don't have to go to Hidden Valley." and I'm like...WHAT?!?! Fuck you. Yeah, great idea mom; I had a stressful year, so lets make me stay at home all summer and mope around and be fucking bored and end up all depressed and shit again because I'm not doing anything INSTEAD of going and having fun with my friends AWAY FROM YOU AND DAD, THE TWO PEOPLE WHO DRIVE ME ABSOLUTELY INSANE AND ARE THE REASON I WAS HAVING SUCH A FUCKING STRESSFUL YEAR. Great fucking plan. And then she goes into this like "oh it was just a suggestion blah blah blah.." bull fucking shit. I know she brought it up because she wants me to stay home; well fuck that. Anyway, then later, I'm watching the MTV Movie Awards, and my dad comes and starts watching. Keep in mind, this is about 9:00 at night, so my dad is just settling into another one of his "moods"...I swear he's unnoficially bi polar. or manic depressive. no joke, no exaggerations. Anyway, I'm sitting there, trying to watch my stupid lame-ass scripted non-funny MTV programming, but all I'm getting is him grumbling and swearing at how stupid it is and how all these people are dumbasses...now, I know this is probably true. But the point is, he's getting all worked up over nothing, like he always does, and is blaming everything on everyone else, like he always does. I've been dealing with this for fourteen years, and I had just about had it...I mean, come the fuck on....anyway, I just got tired of it, and I meant to just give him the remote and go upstairs, but he was all worked up and I was all worked up because of him, and so I ended up slamming the remote down in front of him unintentionally while he was ranting and raving about something, which got him angry at me, which got me mad at him and I just left the situation with him all mad and me pissed off because of it. Anyway, he comes up to my room about 5 minutes later and goes "OK, I know you have this anger towards me (insert my protestations of "no I don't" right here, because when he says "anger" he means "total hatred and disgust," when really it's just "fourteen years of annoyance that never got expressed"), no, no, you look deep inside yourself and you'll see it...I don't know why, but I'm sorry I have oppinions, and you just go watch your show and I won't bother you any more" in this really pissed off tone that I know means "fuck you I'm always right so fuck off"...and just....aaarrrrrrrfghszidfgjhaLKSDGH....HE DRIVES ME INFUCKINGSANE!!!!!!!
sorry. had to get that off my chest.
I need to do something this weekend. anything. I need to get out of this house... |
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| and we'll all float on ok |
[Jun. 10th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
| [ | sonny is: |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | tunes: |
| | Modest Mouse--"Float On" | ] |
oh my gooooooodddddd....who ever knew summer could be so boring?!! I did absolutely nothing today. NOTHING. I'm so bored I'm starting writing camp a week early, even though I know I'll get sick of it and run out of ideas by the third week I'm there. I just need SOMETHING to do. ANYTHING. Anybody want to go see like, 4 movies tomorrow? It'll be a marathon. And it's so easy to sneak into movies at the showcase cinemas in west spfld., honestly...
Had a random day out and about around Longmeadow yesterday with the girls. Twas much fun, as well as tiring, random, and hot as fucking hell. We walked a long ass way to friendly's, and walked some more, went to Dina's for about a half hour, I chased Gabby around with an incredible hulk blow up hammer thing I found in Dina's brother's room, then we walked to the Huke Lau and BENITO!!!! picked us up. Crazy frenchman. The man hid mine and Katy's yearbooks, I'm positive. Crazy bastard. Anyway, he drove us back to Emily's where we sat around on the trampoline and then washed cars to keep cool (it was like 95 fuckin degress out. unbearable). And then I went back to Dina's and we played Kingdom Hearts with her brother, and then I went home and did nothing. Which I am now still doing, about 24 hours later...go figure.
I need a new layout. I can only make it look so good with this S2 style crap...this one is my most legit looking yet, I think. I wish I knew how to make layouts and icons and such...that's one thing I miss about blurty: way more icon/layout making communities, and they were nicer and quicker, too. I posted a request for a new layout in a community here, but I doubt it'll get done...oh well.
Anyway, boring life makes for boring entries. Ciao. |
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| and in twenty years, I'll look back and smile... |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|07:04 pm] |
| [ | sonny is: |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | tunes: |
| | Nirvana--"About A Girl" | ] |
guys, that note you left me made me so happy. I love you more than I love chocolate with almonds, more than I love Johnny Depp, even more than I love leather pants. and THAT'S saying something...
NoHo con Rachael today. I bought a bathing suit that I'm gonna wear like a dress...it's all oldschool and dressy and cotton, so why in the hell would I wear it as a bathing suit?! I also got earrings, and a bracelet, and the new Prince CD (for mi padre), and an iced mochaccino that was really like foam in a cup with a lot of ice...what an effing rip off. No matter though...I got to see rachael which is always fun. j'adore rachael. only a couple more days of nothing and then I get to go to writing shindig camp...fun stuffs.
I'm so stoked, jake asked me to go see the aquabats with him in boston...like I could pass up the aquabats, especially with mr. aquabats himself, jacob foley! As Ashley would say, good times will be had by all.
New layout is in the works. Hopefully I can get it up soon...I hate pre-formatted layouts. If I new html code, and I wasn't so lazy, I would make myself one. Oh well.
anyway, TTFN... |
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| "I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now..." |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|12:59 pm] |
| [ | sonny is: |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | tunes: |
| | Oasis--"Wonderwall" | ] |
so, blurty has suspended me. well, fuck them. if they're gonna suspend m for being too young, why not just suspend the 95% of their users who are under 18 and get it over with? whores...
school is officially over. kind of a relief...kind of a let down. I spent a lot of time with people in my class this weekend, and it's been making me feel really bad about not doing it during the year...they really are some of the coolest and most accepting people I've ever met. I know they do like me or whatever, but I still can't help but feel like an outsider because I just don't know what's been going on...I also miss a lot of people that I feel like I've grown apart from. That feeling sucks. I'm just in a bit of a let-down mood right now...anyone want to go to the movies?! no. seriously. call me. (413) 538-6024.
I can't eait for DASAC....it's gonna be awesome. I hope Rose can come to Ani's with me as well, that would kick the proverbial ass...
oh man. seniors are gone, and I shall never see the sexiness that is Thomas Scott Paul Skiba ever again. Tom Skiba, you're sexiness is beyond comprehension, and just so you know: the wild animal butt sex that got offered; my idea.
Megan, I miss you already!!! |
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